Chance Wayne Wilcox

Today was our first Mother's day without you but your spirit was with us all day.

I thought back to the times we shopped for your Mom on Mother's Day. You always wanted to buy her a big diamond with your 5.00. These memories are so precious

and would not change them. Aunt Missy and Aunt Sandy were here and we had a petition signed to lower the speed limit on the feeder road. When you get 4 women who adored you together they make things rattle and roll. Be at peace knowing we loved you and still do. Hope you soar with the angels. Several of your friends stopped by to sign the petition.  Put some new flowers out for you yesterday and PaPa checks everything out most every day.  Love and Kisses.

Mom told me about you being sorry for visiting one of the kids and them seeing you. I believe that was Lukas you let see you. He woke up crying for us and seemed a little different when we went to get him. I know you said you were sorry to have let them see you IT IS OK!! They love you and I am glad you are watching over them with love. Also do not worry we will make sure they always know you expecially your Harlie she loves you sooooooo much I am sure you know that! it is ok to move on and be happy you do not need to be angry any more it was an accident and we are all dealing with it and will be ok! We need to know you are ok and happy there please do your best and let us know when you are. We love you and miss you.

 

I think of you evreyday but yesterday you were more present than usual. I remembered the Saturday you and Terral left for Mississippi. Little did we know that would be the last time we saw you. I can still see you walking out the door and so happy about your trip. I was anxious for you to come home. But you are home and care free. We will always love and miss you.

Today is one month since the angels came and took you to heaven. It only seems like yesterday. I think of all the crazy, funny things you have done and it makes me laugh and it makes me cry that all your little antics are no more. I think of you calling me in the mornings with your sleepy/deep voice and I miss that so much. I think of all the sweet things you did as a child and all the compassion you always had for others instead of yourself, and I love you for that. That is what Chance Wilcox was about. My heart just cannot take that we will never have the opportunity to see you place that same loving/compassion way with your own children. I think all the time...what if. We all miss and love you. I will be by to see you tonight and will be going to see Harlie at her school program. I know you will be there to.

 Love, Mom

It was a month yesterday God called you home.He needed another guardian angel.Someone to watch Harlie grow and Lukas too.I know you are watching over your family.I did'nt get to know you that long.I do know you were a loving uncle to both of those kids.I'm trully sorry for your families loss.May you soar the Heavens above.The Lord only takes the best for guardian angel duty. I know you'll do a super good job.God bless you and your family

3 Years ago today you where in my wedding. So proud and happy to be there you looked all over for a purple tie which was great what guy would want a purple tie but you were ready to wear it. You loved to put on suits. I am not sure if you still have that tie but I will find out I would like to keep it in your box. It breaks my heart to look at pictures from my wedding and see you with Harlie and how happy you were with her I cry all the time that you will not be here physically with her but you are in her heart. She misses  you dearly I am not sure if she will ever get over this loss and poor baby has so long to live with it. I am doing my best for you to help her over come her hurt please help me. I am sure you see her here crying and you are hugging her at night she knows and knew how much you loved her. At her wedding I will have you there with her in her bouquet and in picture I promise you that you will walk her down the isle. she will forever miss you. Every year on this date I will pull out the picture of you and her from my wedding and tell her all about that day with her Uncle Sister. Love and Miss you!

I month ago you passed. Harlie misses you each day. I wish you had more time with her but she will always remember you and will be there one day with you as well. I know you are now her gardian angel and I can rest easier at night knowing you are always surrounding her with your love nad guidence. You will forever be in all of our hearts. You touched many lives and even after a month your friends are still missing you and hurting. Everyone loved you. You where a handful some of the time but everyone always seemed to stand by you and keep you going. They are all still here doing that. We will be going to court soon and I know you will be there with us helping the case. Love you!

I think of you everyday and remember that sweet boy we knew and loved so much You always put much thought into anything you did for people. Your gift of love was and will always be remembered. You expected little and gave a lot. We will always love you and  watch over your Mother. All your friends tell different stories and we laugh. You were such a kidder at times. We loved you for that. I miss talking to you and you talking to me. As a grandmother that meant so much to me. Ending love.

You were our first grandson . I learned a lot from you and boys ways. You captured our Heart July 19, 1982 and that will not change. We remember your first haircut, your scrapes, your cries, and your laughter. Most of all we remember your playful ways and the things that helped you grow into the person you were. You really had a good time when we looked for your crystals in Hot Springs and you called them your diamonds. You were and are our diamond. We always had a good time and I cherised all those times. Our love was and is unconditional.

Chance:

   What a handsome, sweet young man. My son (Justin Castillo) and Chance were very good friends...They made us so proud on the football field and singing together in Choir. I will always cherish the memories of them singing in their little group at the Hildebrandt pop show. ALL the girls were screaming and they LOVED IT.

Chance was always so spectful and that showed me that his mom  raised him right.  My heart breaks for them...I will pray for the strength you need to get through this. I can't even imagine the pain you are in...I don't think I could bear it.

PRAY constantly and talk to him often and it will get easier..I am here if you need a shoulder to cry on.